She
entered the waters of the small, waterfall fed pool knowing each thing that
needed to be washed away.
Seeing
her reflection as she felt with her feet for the steps below, she saw the woman
who was once staying afloat by moving from couch to couch, bed to bed, in a
quick succession of relationships that all left her worse off rather than
better.
As
she put her hand in the hand of the pastor, which was offered to steady her in
the stream of the flowing pool, she saw upon her hand the burn marks; leftovers
from past indiscretions introduced into her body. She felt a slight urge to pull back her hand
and hide, but the pastor did not seem to care about the scarred surface. He did not seem to even notice. After-all, today was not about the past. Today was about the future.
Kneeling
down into the waters, feeling the line of the water move up her gown and
slightly covering her shoulders, she gave the pastor a slight nod, indicating
that it was time. He smiled.
She
held her breath as the pastor shouted, “I baptize you in the name of the
Father…” The water had suddenly
enveloped her head. Soon after she had
reopened her eyes and she was soon gazing across the top of the waters.
“And of the Son,” the pastor continued, and
she felt the enveloping waters surround her once again. She had forgotten to take another breath and
she felt panicked for just a moment, a very long moment, in which she was sure
the pastor was about to deprive her of her God given promise of air.
It
is weird though, somehow beyond the panic she was OK with the thought of
death. She was OK with it all being
over. There was certainly a lot in her
life that needed to be over. But, it was
not over. Soon she was staring into the
eyes of the pastor once again.
“And
of the Holy Spirit,” he announced once more.
She was ready this time, having spit out some water and taken another
deep breath. This last time she felt
comfortable under the water, like it was somehow wrapped warmly around her by
the hands of God.
She
was soon standing once again, looking up at the hundreds of people who were
looking on from all sides. There was a
slight moment of silence while the pastor poured some oil from a pitcher and
rubbed it through her hair and then placed a little on her forehead, making the
sign of the cross. The silence was
quickly shattered as hundreds of people raised their voices to the heavens and
sang an angelic-like song, “You have put on Christ, in him you have been
baptized! Alleluia, Alleluia!”
A
woman from the church who had been her friend from the minute she walked into
the church doors that first day, all disheveled and alone, wrapped a towel
around her, hugged her close and whispered, “Today is the first day.”
“Today
is the first day.”
First
days are powerful things. In the first
moments of life you are placed into your parent’s arms, and that action sets
the tone for all life: the first day.
The
first day of kindergarten, the teacher smiles, takes you by the hand, shows you to
your seat with your name carefully written on a tag, and that welcome sets the
tone for the rest of the school year: the first day.
And,
when the waters of baptism wash away the stains of the past and fill you with
the Spirit of a new life, you are given a new future: the first day.
Before
Jesus’ ministry begins, before he heals anyone from their disease, before he
teaches anyone a single lesson, before he forgives anyone their trespasses, and
before Jesus utters much more than a single sentence, the waters fall down his
face and the Holy Spirit descends like a dove.
For Jesus too, the waters were the first day of a new way of living…of a
new life and a new ministry.
Do
you know what help you move through those first days of new life? Being named.
On
my first day on this earth, I was named “Jira.”
It was the name of my father’s boss.
Perhaps, my Dad wanted a raise. I
do not know. But, what I do know is that
in Hebrew my name means “will provide” and is associated with what God
provides. I think that my parents had
high hopes for me. In some parts of the
world my name means “enlightened one.” Oooooo!
In some African nations it means “related by blood.” Now, before you start thinking that these aggrandizing
definitions have gone to my head; just be aware that in Japanese “Jira” means
“Godzilla.” So, there is that.
“Jesus”
of course is the Greek version of the Hebrew name, “Joshua” which means, “God’s
salvation.” That seems fitting enough
considering the rest of Jesus’ story.
However, that is not the name that Jesus is given at his baptism. At Jesus’ baptism, at the new start, at the beginning
of Jesus’ ministry God shouts down a new name.
It is the name that will shape all of those healings, and is reflected in
those teachings to love your neighbors and even your enemies. It is the name that Jesus bears to the cross
as he dies for the sins of the world.
When
Jesus stands up from the waters, the heavens tear open and a voice declares,
“"This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased."
“The
Beloved;” that is the name Jesus is given as he sets out in his ministry.
“The
Beloved,” is the name that God uses to define Jesus. It is the name that is dried permanently onto
his very being after he emerges from the waters.
“The
Beloved” is the name that Jesus bears to all he encounters throughout his
ministry. Wherever he goes Jesus loves,
and Jesus is love. Love is who Jesus
is.
It
makes me think of that short, short phrase from 1 John 4:16 in the Bible. It is one of those confirmation phrases that
boys choose to memorize because it is easy to memorize. “God is love.” Since God is love, then Jesus’ ministry
naturally will be about “love.”
The
verse continues: “God is love. Whoever lives in love lives in God.” So that is cool. Not only is Jesus all about love, but so too are
all those who show love. You too, when
you were baptized, were given the name, “Beloved.” You too had the start of your new life with
God christened by love.
What
would you do if today was your first day of a new life like that woman who was
baptized? What would you do if today you
were given the name, “Beloved.”
Perhaps,
you would walk from those baptismal waters, wrapped in the arms of someone who
loves you, and decide to be a nurse to teens who (like you) struggle through all
their relationships. That was what that
baptized woman’s new life looked like as a baptized child of God. That was her new beginning.
What
would you do if you were she? Perhaps,
you would do any number of things or go any number of places where love would
lead, like a partner who knows you better than yourself.
Of
course, you do not have to be baptized again in order to live that new
life. Once is enough. As one of Jesus’ baptized people, God gives
you the chance to have that new life this day, and every day. The name, “Beloved” has been permanently
dried into your skin, a mark on your forehead that forever remembers God’s
promise of forgiveness and new life every morning.
In
Christ every day is a new day. Every
morning’s splash of refreshing water on the face is a new start…a new
opportunity to live as one of God’s “Beloved.”
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